Recently I have had to endure quite a bit of rejection. I guess I am simply too busy to give these rejections more of my emotional attention right now. Last night while driving home from a meeting I realized that I have experienced quite a bit of rejection lately and wondering if I was going to start to feel emotional about it.
So far, the strongest feeling I have about the rejection is that I must have be lucky to have dodged that potential problem. This is not the normal reaction I have to rejection. It is usually easy to give some lip service to how it must have been for the best but it is often hard to not obsess about my inadequacies.
What's up? Is this easier now that I am older? Holy crap, does this mean that I am officially getting old? Is this just a temporary thing and in a week or two I will simply be a puddle of tears listing off all of the rejection I have experienced lately?
Like who has time now days for puddles of tear? The good news is that the rejection has not been romantic rejection. I am simply unsure I could take that. Not that I have a romantic life currently.
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